Have you ever realized this ?
That everything you remember, every action, every situation, everything you ever did is a bit embarrassing when you think of it at a later date ?
Right now, in present time, you think you know what is best and you do things as smoothly as you can, but in a few years you look back at this 'present' you and realize that you were as lame as anything you can think of.
Often I go, 'Damn man! I was a fucking Idiot back then, thanks god I have "matured"'
Like someone looking at his 80's haircut, and wondering why he agreed to that shit.
and then a few years later, You say the same.
Or does it just happen to me ?
Listening to 'left hook' - Jeff Beck